Lucid Lyrics

Red coral, like a garden full of flowers

The deeper you go, the more beautiful it is

The light gets dim, like in a church almost

You just, you don't want to come up

These days I've been feeling like I'm dreaming

Go from chilling in the sun to in the rain screaming

Yeah, I don't know what to make of anything anymore

Want to move towards something, but my body's sore

And I'm running on E

Can't seem to focus cause of my ADHD

Or is it lack of discipline that's killing me

Thoughts eternally in my head playing tricks on me

Gotta slow down and listen

Trying to feel His direction

But it's only a matter of time before I'm taking the wheel from His possession

Man, I can trace my digression

When I slip into all these obsessions

I ignore all the blessings to soak in the "woe is me" thoughts of depression

But I'm a servant of his, not to the things I've seen

So why do I still let him have any part of me

I really wanna be someone who gives free

But immaturity seems to be defining who I'm supposed to be

Am I resistant to growth

I just don't know what I don't know

If I'm moving at all, it feels slow

But maybe that's just the way that it goes

I don't even know if he can hear you

But I am afraid

Man, how can I be tired all the time when the bulk of my time is spent wasting time

Too often I let my joy go down the drain

Forgetting that greener grass comes on the other side of pain

I take for granted the purpose and pain

His glory and my good, though it's hard to explain

Even despite this uncertainty remains

Feel unable to find favor like my name is Cain

I do my best to press on, though life shake me up

Ima fall but His divine hand will pick me up

Even though I'm not, his way is good enough

So even if I'm asleep, I pray he wake me up

Forget facts

Forget logic

Forget everything that seems real

And just trust and believe