Antinomy Lyrics

Have you ever felt like it's all fucking fake?

Like you're living in a cell, but choose never to escape

See I swear I've witnessed hell out in the prettiest place (what?)

It seems mental health comes from ignorant states (oh)

Gotta learn to live where I been analyzing life

Make due with a shiv when you can't supply a knife

I ain't talking for the wrist, I mean to cut the vile ties

Truth don't carry bliss, this was a bit to my surprise

So then figure it out man, get your shit together

Don't matter which routes ran, it's birds of a feather

What is there to doubt then? Don't act like they're better

I guess I just been down and I'm searching for a mentor

But everywhere I look they're just advertising pressure

The circle's full of crooks and they keep you in the center

Tempt you with a dresser, giving jewels in place of venture

An illusion of a track till you end up on a stretcher (woah)

Beat them at their game, they'll switch up and say it changed

So you never fucking play, you always stay in your own lane

Don't ever stare at bait, don't ever dare explain

If you lose your fucking self, you could never bear the pain (nope)

Trust me man I been there and I'm never going back

Vanished into thin air like a hypochondriac

I'm better off alone, as a matter of a fact

I just up and left fucking rather than attack

Nah they couldn't understand if I explained it on a planogram

When bullets hit the fan, it's me and Vex, we out to get 'em man

And I just can't relax until my dad in his retirement

I'm spitting so much heat (fuck), someone call the fireman

Everywhere I go, I see her pretty fucking face

Time is moving slow until we finishing the race

I'm heading down below, somebody cover up my grave

And when you see the crows just know it isn't no mistake

I'm dead in the head, why my mental so destroyed?

Call the feds, Cupid said he got the choppas, no choice

Fill my head with the lead of the pretty decoys

Lay in bed tryna sleep but there's too much fucking noise

Ay wonder if I'll ever fucking recover (nah)

Miss the summer bliss, I really thought she was my lover (ha)

I found out quick she was a demon undercover (fuck)

I had to cut her off like leaves do water in the gutter

I don't care (nah), life's not fair (why?)

If it all went perfect end up fucking nowhere (facts)

Pull my hair (Ahh), straight despair (fuck)

Try to lay my head down go to sleep, but I just stare (I just stare)