Dust Lyrics

The dust has settled, now I'm sitting here

No matter how hard I try, I just can't disappear

I miss the sparkle in her eyes as I would pull her near

I miss the laughing with the guys before our roads all veered

Why's it after it matters that the mind goes clear?

Always lost inside a battle but the aftermath is pure

Like we cannot pull the brakes so we have no choice but to steer

And yet every road we take just puts the others in the rear

Woah, I do not wanna go

Hate the thought of vulnerable

Just let me hide like cons on go

It's poison for the honest soul

Looked up and saw how gone was home

I try to stop, I'm sonic though

See every plot as not the goal

I'm falling off, Geronimo

I dust off the pictures and visit what they represent

Starin' at old figures that had no idea that they were blessed

Wishin' life was quicker, not a single clue of what that meant

Now they beg to differ but it's far too late to press reset

Tryna be all that I can be

Anything to save my family

Get 'em out to somewhere sandy

Trade this life for something dandy

Most have dreams of living fancy

But give up and go for plan B

Hard to blame 'em but what I'm chasing is the opposite exactly

Got the urge to runaway but anywhere where I run

My mental stay like that's the way that I been since day one

Can't stay awake, I'm lost in space forgetting where I'm from

Just another chase that leads no place, man I'm so fucking numb

Wish that I could run away

Wish to see the sun one day

Miss the smile on your face

But me and bro seen better days

Wonder why my head still aches

Thought the memories would fade

I still see you in my dreams

It's like you got the best of me

Like wait, hold up, wait

I gotta whole lotta shit I could say

Okay, not okay

Only trust bro, all the rest is fake

I'm lost in a maze

Waitin' on someone to help me escape

Wait, think you just get in the way

Bang, I'm taking you straight to my grave

This the way I roll when I'm on my own

Feel like everything is fading when I see you on my phone

Think I'm never gonna make it but bro told me I was wrong

Pick the mic up, won't replace it 'til my heart can't sing along

Hey, I'm lookin for my home

All I seem to find are hoes

I'm picking up the pieces of my heart she left right on the floor

No I can't take it anymore

Go to my room and lock the door

So no one sees me cry and weep for someone I ain't even know

I wish things were different, I'm bettin' that you think so too

Bettin' when you see yourself you realize I was the one for you

Settin' up my life so my kids don't go through what I been through

Lettin' the advice from dad sink in cause I knew it was true