Struggle Lyrics

Hey

Wait, wait, wait, wait

I got shit to say to you

I got shit to say, I'm through

Fuck the world and fuck the news

My body hanging from a noose

I'm not sure what else to do

Tried everything, I needed you

But you ain't want me, that I knew

Told myself I had to move on

Told myself I'll write another song

I got bro, that's all I need, at least we get along

I got problems you don't see like when will I go home

I want dollars, money tree like imma stay strong

Like wait, wait, bro, bro

I can't overflow-flow

Hate, hate, fake hoes

You already know though

I came so close

To knocking down your door-door

Make it worse though

I guess I'll stay home-home

Like please, I gotta get through

Got my keys, I'm coming to you

On my knees, I'm begging for truth

In my dreams, I only see you

Like wait, what did I do?

Decay if I wanna lose

No way I'm cutting the noose

Promise bro we making it through

I been

I been

I been dreaming so much lately

Got a scheme to fucking change me

Take the lens of looking back and let it lead me through, just maybe

But my feed is constant crazy

All I see just always pains me

I'm a lost insomniac, shit my sleep is even shady

So tell me what to do man, I'm so fucking scared

I hear voices from the roof that tell me I'm ill prepared

They're repeating in a loop, they're invisible but stare

Yeah I think I'm really screwed, please send help if you're out there

Like run, run, hide, hide

I wanna feel alive-live

Someone, sometime

Tell me that it's alright

Been searching for a sign-sign

I strategize, they undermine

Count me out, I bide my time

So when I pounce it's a surprise

I been waitin' so long, I think it might just be a lie

Like I tell myself I'm strong 'til I'm in love with the disguise

But I remember that it's wrong when the pen's up to my mind

Every time I write a song, my spirit's energized