flawed Lyrics

I never had the words to make you understand

I've given up my life

To find a way to help me comprehend

These thoughts that spin around in my head

I could never find the words

So I went out into the world

Maybe I could discover myself

And things I needed to say

To make our dreams a reality

If you could see into my mind

You would know I'm flawed by design

I never thought that I would be so blind

To the things I never thought that I could see

I'm falling behind

A world that I could seek but never find

Please don't remind me

Of the monster inside me

You would be terrified

There was always something

I would keep from myself but not from you

I never told a lie to you

And that should count for something

I could never find the words

So I went out into the world

Maybe I could discover myself

And things I needed to say

To make our dreams a reality

If you could see into my mind

You would know I'm flawed by design

I never thought that I would be so blind

To the things I never thought that I could see

I'm falling behind

A world that I could seek but never find

Please don't remind me

Of the monster inside me

You would be terrified

I think I'm losing my control

I can't find the words to say

I can't pull my own weight

I think I'm losing my control

This is my cross to bear

I spent my whole life climbing the hill

To find that there is nothing there

There was nothing there

If you could see into my mind

You would know I'm flawed by design

I never thought that I would be so blind

To the things I never thought that I could see

I'm falling behind

A world that I could seek but never find

Please don't remind me

Of the monster inside me

You would be terrified