paradise Lyrics

Do you know what it's like

To be alone and forgotten,

Left in the dark while they fight?

Lying cold on the hard floor,

I guess I'll be a ghost tonight

My nervous tick is talking in my sleep

Telling secrets that I want to keep

Nobody told me that this would be easy

Maybe I can find a way, find a way

But when it rains it pours

I don't know if I can make it through another storm

It feels like there is no escape, no escape

Walking alone in the darkness

I swear I gave everything for this

But still I feel so hopeless

Looking for paradise

Looking for paradise

They told me "No, no

"You'll never have what you need"

Forever doomed to a life of wretched agony

All they do is watch you bleed

No one will know my pain,

Shame, the guilt of my name

I lift my voice and I pray in vain

Our cries fall on deaf ears

Looking for paradise

Walking alone in the darkness

I swear I gave everything for this

But still I feel so hopeless

Looking for paradise

The only way that this will end

My hopes and dreams in a bodybag

Can someone tell me what it takes?

Tell me what will it take

To find my way

My body's breaking, can't carry the weight

I'll never know what they put on my grave

Rain, rain, won't you stay?

I think I've done enough today

Walking alone in the darkness

I swear I gave everything for this

But still I feel so hopeless

Looking for paradise

The only way that this will end

My hopes and dreams in a bodybag

Can someone tell me what it takes?