kick and scream Lyrics

I want to tell you how I'm hurting

But the words just won't come out

Why do I feel this way

Why are the skies all grey

Why am I always filled with doubt

My tongue is tied in knots and I'm twisted

I'm a mess all the way down

Don't want to feel like myself

Why can't I be someone else

I just want to be okay again

Most days I can tell you how I'm feeling

But some days the clouds won't go away

Away

This is no way to live

I'm lashing out at myself

For being silent

When I should kick and scream

I should call out for help

But I'm so scared of myself

Because I know

I'll always say the wrong thing

I shouldn't be so ashamed

It's not my fault I watched the world go up in flames

And when the smoke hits my lungs

I always choke it down again

Most days I can tell you how I'm feeling

But some days the clouds won't go away

Away

This is no way to live

I'm lashing out at myself

For being silent

When I should kick and scream

I should call out for help

But I'm so scared of myself

Because I know

I'll always say the wrong thing

Feels like I'm suffocating

But it's so hard to say it

I can't help but feel like

There's no one else here by my side

Feels like I'm suffocating

Nobody came to save me

I can't help but wonder

If I should let this drag me under

I can't let this drag me under

Every day it's all the same

My head is filled with black and I lose my way

I'm so lost and afraid

I'm so afraid

Most days I can tell you how I'm feeling

But some days the clouds won't go away

This is no way to live

I'm lashing out at myself

For being silent

When I should kick and scream

I should call out for help

But I'm so scared of myself

Because I know

I'll always say the wrong thing