Oh My God ft. verism rip Lyrics

I think the reason that I cry I wasn't used to being gone

So what was wrong

What was wrong with me and all of my ambition

My thoughts before I died is something that I can't admit and

Save my life

I think I was broken

I think the thoughts had got to me and the thoughts had gone outspoken

Oh my god

"I think I'm pushing on the boundaries

Of what's acceptable to say I think the voices are resounding

In my head

I think I'm better disappearing

In the court of all that's holy think I'm due now for a hearing

Save me god

I think it's time to face my judgment

I think my dreams will die of being a father and a husband

When I go

I heard my neighbor die in passing

When I go

Please god don't make me be the last

When I go

I think I'm blowing out the ashes

When I go

And yeah I'll leave you without asking

When I go

I fear to the day I take my last breath

For the people in here that hasn't passed yet

But what they don't know

Is I could've died

I was thirty seconds away from being put to the side

For good

Is that understood

For good

I'm so fuckin scared of dying

I know my momma's struggling

I wish that I was lying

It feels like death all over again every time I see her crying

Save her god

I'm hearing ghosts around the corner

My friends they've all been leaving me

I think that I'm a loner

I'm living out my nightmares and I'm wishing it was over

I manifest the day that I can tell my friends I'm sober

I need help

I hope you know that I was trying

Was smoking every night to get the feeling I was flying

Would throw my hands into the air

And pray up to the sky

Oh my god