All My Heroes Are Dead ft. verism rip Lyrics

When I was 18

I remember watching the light in my father's eyes

Leaving as my uncle died

Life it hasn't been fair

God you haven't been there

God you haven't been there since the kid I was had been there

When I was 21

I remember watching the (watching the) light in my mother's eyes

Leaving as my lola died

Life it hasn't been fair

God you haven't been there

God you haven't been there since the kid I was had been there

I was addicted to the feeling of letting it go

I don't hide my scars I just let it show

Sentimental

When it matters

But disconnected

When I need it

I never wrote inside that journal

I was afraid that they would read it

I was afraid that they would laugh at the battles that I commenced

I wasn't sure if all the reasons were able to make sense

I was afraid of my family talking bout me in the past tense

I had emotions as a kid but I think that they passed since

I think that they're long gone

I think what had gone wrong

Was I acted like shit

I went off like the wrong bomb

And god handed me a second chance

He told me you can have your second life in advance

He told me you can have another chance just to dance

So I'mma do my thing and I'ma go and fucking dance man

And then after you had woken up

It was like a sense of relief almost

That you like obviously that you had woken up

But also that

The sense of relief

That by believing in you

That it had paid off

To know that

To know that I was right