through the wall Lyrics

I wanna put my head

Through the fucking wall

This burnout got me sick

Enough to strangle every thought

I thought I could capture bliss

But every day just gets

Harder, harder

I've done this before

And I don't know if I can

Do it again

Cause every time it happens

Why do I always feel alone

No matter how much sympathy

I get

Cause things were better

Then they once were, way better

But I'm still fighting the feeling

Of constant fight or flight

Or my partner

Over the things that were a lot tinier

Than I thought

I just feel really off

And fake

And everything I've been diagnosed with

Isn't real

And I've been lying to myself

For these past 3 years

Again, again, again, again

Again, again.

I wanna put my head

Through the fucking wall

This burnout got me sick

Enough to strangle every thought

I thought I could capture bliss

But every day just gets

Harder, harder

I've done this before

And I don't know if I can

Do it again

Cause every time it happens

Why do I always feel alone

No matter how much sympathy

I get