solace (demo) Lyrics

Do you believe in life after a lost love

Do you believe in letting go

Why am I afraid to call you a friend

But at the same time, I'm afraid to let you go

Well I get too caught up in the moment

And I define relationships by the last time we spoke

It's all things I should get rid of, I know

I just want a place that feels like home

Unwavering support

No conditional love

Someone who doesn't feel like god

And who isn't below

Someone who I can trust

Won't leave me when I'm fucked

Or leave me when I'm crazy

And my mind is just mud

There is solace somewhere

Where my heart will call home

Where my mind can sit longer than 6 months

There's a place called home

There is solace somewhere

A person who fills my aching chest

Where the relationship is not dependent on sex

There should be a place called home

But I don't know it yet

No, I don't know it yet

Cause I don't know you yet

But I'll be patient

Kind and not abrasive

I just don't know if you exist yet