RUIN MY LIFE Lyrics

I keep saying it's healthy

That it isn't temporary

But i keep getting the feeling

That he won't be endearing

That my loving becomes bleeding

And my phone calls become screaming

And i can't tell if you're hearing

All the words that need to be said

If you are always flaky

And you never wanna get me

And you never wanna try me

Then you won't confide in me

If these events are repeating

And my heart rate keeps increasing

Then I'm gonna be leaving

Cause i need my heart to be beating

You don't understand me anymore

And you don't try to at all

(At all)

Go and tell your friends what a

Bad person that i am

So i can leave in peace and quiet again

(Again)

I'll never know

If friendships should heal

If my situations real

I could never discover

If you're teasing when you're leaving

Or it's memories I'm pleasing

Cause i know i have my struggles

That I'm constantly suicidal

And i can only imagine

If i did, what would happen

But my love is a phantom

Something you could plant on

Something you can never build on

Something you could never trust on

You don't understand me anymore

And you don't try to at all

(At all)

Go and tell your friends what a

Bad person that i am

So i can leave in peace and quiet again

(Again)

You don't understand me anymore

And you don't try to at all

(At all)

Go and tell your friends what a

Bad person that i am

So i can leave in peace and quiet again

(Again)