The Black Sheep Lyrics

They say it's all inside my head

Been shrugging my shoulders saying sure I guess

Going with the flow no longer trying to impress

Cause lately I've been feeling worthless

I don't need thanks for a daily task

I do as I am told like a good kid

Always working hard towards a better outcome

I just wish I didn't feel worthless

Yeah

I get awards at the workplace

Round of applause when I show face

We couldn't have done it without you man yeah um ok great

Cause in my head there isn't much real estate

I'm busy but I feel like I still have time I waste

We're so proud of you son well thanks mom but I don't feel great

Run to my room then close my eyes

Don't wanna take my life but if I died I'd be alright

I'm sorrys hold no weight like a water Pale with a hole cause eventually they sink

Gravity starts pushing me down

I'm around

I'm here

but I just feel like another soul in the crowd

Every ant looks the same besides the queen in the hive

I wish that I would stand out like a sore or a stye

Be the flame to the fire that moths fly toward

Be the big brother image my lil bro still can adore

But it's hard when I'm this and he feels the same way

But I can't vent to him cause I'm the boulder that always stand in the way of the pain

They say it's all inside my head

Been shrugging my shoulders saying sure I guess

Going with the flow no longer trying to impress

Cause lately I've been feeling worthless

I don't need thanks for a daily task

I do as I am told like a good kid

Always working hard towards a better outcome

I just wish I didn't feel worthless

baseball dreams I would watch all day

Pops telling me he's proud of the game I played

So many nights of extra practice still my knees bleed

But I wasn't done working till I saw green

Lost love for the game and sight of the major league

I mean it would be cool but not my speed

Dove into music like a swimmer, headfirst

Gave it my all and it made the pain worse

I now documented all my feelings on loose leaf

The girl I loved was a joke but it didn't seem

To be

To me

It was too real

lived a fake life in my head of a dream so surreal

Now this 9-5 job always got me in my feels

Overthinking maybe if I worked harder I would have been

a Red Sox catcher playing on the field

Make my Yankee fan dad wear a boston jersey on his back

With our last name on it

Ain't that something

Maybe I would feel like I finally did something

Pay back all the OUIs it costed

Pawned all your things for this opportunity

But now I'm exhausted

I talked to much and now my head is throbbing

I'm fine everybody so don't start concerning

Don't call me now just because of what you have heard

You never checked in just because but that's ok

Like I said I'm good I'm great

Sometimes I feel like this but at the end of the day we can all feel worthless

They say it's all inside my head

Been shrugging my shoulders saying sure I guess

Going with the flow no longer trying to impress

Cause lately I've been feeling worthless

I don't need thanks for a daily task

I do as I am told like a good kid

Always working hard towards a better outcome

I just wish I didn't feel worthless