Blue Sky Lyrics

If you hear this I hope it isn't too late

Hey you

Yeah you

I just want to say thanks

I know we fight at night sometimes and I know it's not okay

But honestly I'm losing strength

Every day is another day

When I'm with you the sky turns gray

It may not be a pretty color but baby steps

The black cloud that hovers over my head has

Been there since my first project

I've always had a standard I created and held myself to

I might not be the best or a pleasure when I'm in grumpy moods

But just know I'm giving it my best

Even when I try to look at you

I say things I don't mean because I don't think I just

I don't know I just do

My anger and moods break me like weight on bamboo

Paint me a picture of a blue sky and maybe I can see it through

You cry sometimes but just know that makes you wonderful

You cry enough for the both of us

My tear ducts have dried

Damn how I envy you

I just want to let out a few screams and recede back behind this image on the TV screen

I can't express in words enough the gratitude you should receive from me

So here I am writing the only way I can seem to speak

What's going on inside my mind

Please would you like to take a peek

My front row is empty lately at my shows

Pick any seat

There's one in the middle

With a sunflower placed by the feet

Be warned what you may see or hear is not the person I want to be

But deep inside it's like my alter ego grabs the shadows and just wants to be free

I relate to him in a way because I also want to be free

That's what scares me with us is that the mission isn't complete

And us together puts a nail on my history

See it started with me

No one to ever support me

I was all by my lonely

I got used to that feeling

Now sometimes I feel like you're smothering

I just can't even breathe

But when you're gone it's dark and I can't even see

I guess I have to pick my battles evenly

At times I wish I was alone but then I'm alone in return makes me weak

There's a lot of things in my life if I could change

I would

Besides going to take you out the picture frame

Thank you all for coming to my concert

The tickets were free

And if you look under your seat

There's always something like Oprah Winfrey

It's the baggage I come with

It's the emotions I'm feeling

It's the staying up to 3am wishing I was dead for no apparent reason

I got nothing but love for you

I'm so glad things worked out with you

I wouldn't be here today if I never reached out to you

Please take me at my worst and be ready for my best

Again I just want to say thanks for painting me a blue sky picture

That's worth more than any dollar amount inside my bank account

Sincerely Tech