Lose It Lyrics

I ain't improving

Bitch I'm boutta lose it

Not sure how I'm doing

But I think I'm losing

Ready for a bruising

It gets hard to do this

When your heads a nuisance

Like how the fuck do it

Jealousy my best friend

I'm at a dead end

But I still full send

Got too much to hold in

You said I'd be golden

But there's nothing now

I'm folding

My sense of pride I sold it

Beaten up it's worse I'm swollen

In the deep end

It does not depend

Soul ready for reaping

Now your body seeps in

It'll creep in

And it ain't never leaving

So your never even

I don't start I just crash

Torn apart now I lash

All around in a dash

That's why nothing ever lasts

Many homes are in the room

But I'm alone in my own gloom

In my zone till I'm all fumes

There's no light there's no moon

Same old cycle every time

Feel me fade through every line

So depraved I can't get by

My own waves are venomized

But it's never televised

I'm so used to telling lies

In my head I fell inside

It was never well advised

How the hell I get so frail

I don't know how I've prevailed

So many people wish me well

But my dreams in a wishing well

Growing mold cause this gets stale

I'm so cold I'm getting pale

Sometimes I feel so small

I think I can get inhaled

What the fuck is a wake up call

When you don't want to wake up

Think I'm starting to break up doll

You can go ahead and play dumb

I'm so down yet I'll stay up

No one around can pray enough

I'm astounded I say this stuff

I've found that it makes it rough

My head always under water

My heart is already slaughtered

My mind? Man don't even bother

Is that a sign it's getting harder

Used to be a people's person

Now they use me as a burden

More things to be concerned with

I always sting I can't revert it

This feeling it's hard to word it

Conceal it and now I'm burning

Oh my god it's never worth it

Oh my god it's never worth it

Fuck everything I think I'm done

Fuck everything I think that I'm done

Fuck everything I think that I'm done

I'm done