Feelin The Same Lyrics

Shit ain't been feeling the same

I've been told that I'm doing my thang

But my actions are not what you claim

Ain't get time like I'm not in the game

Can't recline till I feel no more shame

I got no spine I'm surprised I got veins

Say I'm gone shine I can't see the gain

By the time I blow up i'll be exploded

Say that I need to grow up you think I don't notice?

You know I've been so stuck can't even focus

On the scale I see no luck starting to thank that I broke it

Haunted by myself so my homies I ghost

Ain't ask for help shit I ain't even spoke

Say what is felt then I'm doing the most

No one can tell that I'm going through woes

Go with the flow can't do it no more

Been trying to sow won't repair the lows

That's how it goes took too many blows

No one even knows won't spray like a hose

Shit ain't been feeling the same

I've been told that I'm doing my thang

But my actions are not what you claim

Ain't get time like I'm not in the game

Can't recline till I feel no more shame

I got no spine I'm surprised I got veins

Say I'm gone shine I can't see the gain

Shit ain't been feeling the same

I've been told that I'm doing my thang

But my actions are not what you claim

Ain't get time like I'm not in the game

Can't recline till I feel no more shame

I got no spine I'm surprised I got veins

Say I'm gone shine I can't see the gain

I've been holding in

I broke down got consoled again

No joke now need to hold a friend

Ain't spoke out so here we again

Lashing out they don't deserve it

Now I'm my friends biggest burden

Crashed and reach the verdict

That I don't receive learning

Therapy is there for me

But I won't change less I bare the beast

In range but I'm prepared for grief

Maintain that I won't care for me

Go to work feeling so depressed

Can't show I'm hurt it's on my chest

In the dirt that's my form of rest

I never skirt I'm performing less

Only show now is my smile

At least I'm going out in style

Holy Ghost spirit can't be dialed

What I chose I ran these miles

Wish I had a redemption arc

My dread put me in the dark

My head always loves to harp

Even bread can't push a start

I done bled been torn apart

In the red that's where my heart

Goes to bed permanent scar

Nothing said cause its too hard

I can't change

Lost in my brain

Can't hear what you say

Can't hear what you say

I can't change

Lost in my brain

Can't hear what you say

Shit ain't been feeling the same

I've been told that I'm doing my thang

But my actions are not what you claim

Ain't get time like I'm not in the game

Can't recline till I feel no more shame

I got no spine I'm surprised I got veins

Say I'm gone shine I can't see the gain

Shit ain't been feeling the same

I've been told that I'm doing my thang

But my actions are not what you claim

Ain't get time like I'm not in the game

Can't recline till I feel no more shame

I got no spine I'm surprised I got veins

Say I'm gone shine I can't see the gain