Problem ft. Julien Fraser Lyrics

When do I look in the mirror

When do I look in the mirror

My reflection isn't looking as clear

I thought that I would persevere

You could say anything in my ear

And I'll act like I really can't hear

Perplexed if I can shed a tear

Now that I'm everything I fear

Dragged whole my life into the mud

Said that I would keep it a buck

But I never do it for love

Closed off and I don't open up

Think I'm addicted to the rush

Now it's missing I'm feeling a cut

Nothing hitting like when I blush

But im getting in all this for what

It's on the tip of my tongue

Can feel it gushing out my lungs

I'm the problem I can't fall in love

I'm the problem I can't fall in love

It's on the tip of my tongue

Can feel it gushing out my lungs

I'm the problem I can't fall in love

I'm the problem I can't fall in love

Don't want your forgiveness or your sorrow

I've had enough of that shit to borrow

Think the pain will ease off tomorrow

But then it comes in just as hard tho

Not out the mud I'm stuck in the gutter

I'm out of gas and my engine sputters

Got no class and my grind just buffers

Diving fast and I'll never stutter

I don't go in that's how it's going

Say that I'm fine not what I'm showing

Stays on my mind till my perception blind

So in the end there's no way for growing

Too scared to ask a question

Too scared to say confessions

I care so I'll play this message

Few spare my hand still stretching

The joke on me I can hear em laughing

So hopefully I'll quit with the acting

Can't go to sleep but I'm still crashing

My vocals speak for the pain that's lashing

Why it always turn to sadness

Do the same thing that's just madness

Play the blame game so I never pass it

Think I won't change till an open casket

Is that my anxiety speaking

Or has my anxiety weakened

Every sense of my being

But that's an excuse I've been reaching

A whole lot to lose for good reason

Only thing that my views are achieving

Is letting out all of my demons

Since then they been double teaming

It's on the tip of my tongue

Can feel it gushing out my lungs

I'm the problem I can't fall in love

I'm the problem I can't fall in love

It's on the tip of my tongue

Can feel it gushing out my lungs

I'm the problem I can't fall in love

I'm the problem I can't fall in love

It's on the tip of my tongue

Can feel it gushing out my lungs

I'm the problem I can't fall in love

I'm the problem I can't fall in love

It's on the tip of my tongue

Can feel it gushing out my lungs

I'm the problem I can't fall in love

I'm the problem I can't fall in love

Feel all over in my conscience it gets hard to hush

I can tell my thinkings toxic I'm not built for love

Feel all over in my conscience it gets hard to hush

I can tell my thinkings toxic I'm not built for lov