Mania Lyrics

Well that's that, history

Made it to today but nothing at all works out

And there's no way to go

'Cause this is it and you are you

You can't be someone new

It will be there always with you

And you can't go back again to the times

Before they wronged your rights

All was so bright, you were so tough

Now you will never be enough

Then it all comes crashing down

Feel the waves, hear the sound

Armageddon is all around

Oh no! Submit to your next high

All you can do is sigh

'Cause now you are hating what you feel

And saying it's not real

But the fog will clog the cog and

Block out All the sunlight and

When it does you'll feel you must

Return to the dust

Still knowing this, you can't resist

Nor hold it down, you are not sound

It drains your life, fills you with hate

There is no other fate but to heal so

Don't just sit and wait

With all of this cognitive dissonance

I am losing my mind, oh I just want to be fine

Don't know why that happened to me,

I knew no better so I just let them

Why can't I get over it, Oh what do I do what do I do

Oh I just wanna cry but all I can do is laugh

I'm leveling these fields with you

Yeah I guess it's true

Yeah I'm just like you

Such a shame I followed

Yeah I really fucked with it

Ain't no better probably even worse

Stuck in a generational curse

Maybe I can change

But there's also

Mortem

And it's not just a fantasy it's the best

Outcome

'Cause no one really changes and I sure

Can't I can't I can't I can't

I will just hurt everyone around me

Deep breath

Lol

Oh

Yeah just like you did

Yeah I'm just like you

Oh

I never meant to ever hurt someone

But I can feel a tiny beat

A pulse in me wanting to be free

Oh

I thought I was worse since I am aware

But now I see it's just habit and

That part of me will eventually

Lie in the grave that was meant for me

At least that's what I tell myself

But nothing's changed just yet

I have no choice but to believe it

Otherwise I'm really just like you

Need to try, too