Be Better Lyrics

Time is ticking without friction

And parenthood is on the horizon

Turn my vices into slices

Before the tide's right beside and

It's too late (no no no) cause

I am so afraid of

The future because I

Have not changed even one bit

Cause today it was a relapse

Then tomorrow self loathing

Everyday is the same

Try for change rinse and repeat

Cause today it was a relapse

Then tomorrow self loathing

Everyday is the same

I just want to be better

When I am devoid of mettle

Which is hard to find for a troubled mind

Part of me just wants to settle

Too many sins take the win cuz

It is so hard to be better

But I want to be a mother

Not like mine but if I don't change

Then I am no different

Cause today it was a relapse

Then tomorrow self loathing

Everyday is the same

Try for change rinse and repeat

Cause today it was a relapse

Then tomorrow self loathing

Everyday is the same

But soon that is going

To change

Like my kin I dug under

Myself and I can't get to the surface

But for you I will try 'cause I am different