a dolls house Lyrics

If there's one thing that my dad never ever wanted me to be thats a victim

Therefore I keep him ignorant of this mess of a life I been living

It's funny how getting convicted's still less stress than begging forgiveness

Thank god Baba never witnessed baby screaming, crying over these idiots

Idiot boys, idiot nights

Idiot boys and idiot fights

Primrose linking, Brixton tripping, catching buses quarter to five

Idiot girl, idiot life

Idiot me, like Curley's wife

Why you surprised, I aint never been right

It's a big dilemma like porcupine

I guess we caught a vibe

Was it just for the night

Next time I swear the me you'll see is all my trauma organised

Write it down, record all night

Still missing you, hope you're alright

I'm sorry things got awkward you should know I'm just a bit borderline

I know it's not an excuse

But you said you wanted the truth

Keep me safe from the, safe from the world

Give me space where I can be be your girl

I'll be sitting in this dolls house

Sipping til it falls down

Kiss me to the rhythm of them kicking down the door now

Sitting in this dolls house

Sipping til it falls down

Kiss me to the rhythm of them kicking down the door now

Overheard my boss call me "kusra" over the phone

And the next day come now all of a sudden

He dont want me working there no more

You say "that's appalling"

Yeah but I mean it's not out the ordinary

I'm too tired to call it exhausting

So let's leave it at, "it's just boring"

Rent and bills been getting higher

And girls like us we don't get hired

I don't think you realise how blessed I am to have just E and Spiro

Wasted time preaching to the choir

While they're tryna genocide but

Don't call it genocide

It ain't genocide as long as people don't like ya

Rest in peace Brianna and Xena

I hope heaven treats you better than we did

Here's my dollhouse take it or leave it

Here's my dollhouse keep it a secret

I'll be sitting in this dolls house

Sipping til it falls down

Kiss me to the rhythm of them kicking down the door now

Sitting in this dolls house

Sipping til it falls down

Kiss me to the rhythm of them kicking down the door now

Sitting in this dolls house

Sipping til it falls down

Kiss me to the rhythm of them kicking down the door now

Living in this dolls house

Imprisoned in this dolls house

Why is no one listening? They're ripping down the walls now

They're ripping down the walls now

They're ripping down the walls now

They're ripping down the walls now

Huh