rot girl winter Lyrics

I'm skipping dinner

When this shit gonna kick in?

Yeah the lines get bigger, at least I feel myself getting thinner

You my sinner

Make me iller

You my killer

Pull the trigger

Got me listening to SZA

It's a rot girl winter

Shit I run out again

I just wanna forget

Please let me rest then let me get dressed for a second then dive back in my regrets

Is it you or the drugs

Yeah I do better numb

Are you dumb are you dumb yeah I am, duh, now shut the fuck up

Wrap me up wrap me up cuz you know I don't like being naked

I don't like my body don't like my scars I don't like my past is that basic?

Medicate it when the shame hit mutilating it when I shave it

Hate myself enough to let you penetrate but it's kinda nice when I'm wasted

I'm skipping dinner

When this shit gonna kick in?

Yeah the lines get bigger, at least I feel myself getting thinner

You my sinner

Make me iller

You my killer

Pull the trigger

Got me listening to SZA

It's a rot girl winter

I didn't come here for your input

I just come here cuz the dick good

On the run from my past mistakes and then I'll make some more so I got new shit to think about

New shit to drink about

Truth is I'm running

Out of excuses not to fucking... myself

Music I guess that's one

Family maybe not

Friends who'd be better without me to stress about

RIP Chynna the blueprint

Hope MPTG don't do it

I wish I was stupid cuz thinking is useless when all of my thinking intrusive

Mugs been piling up

And my sheets ain't been clean in months

Should I eat should I sleep nah I need to pay rent

Nah forget it just set me a bump

Serotonin be slipping

Psychosis is winning

How can I get sober when winter this cold no I don't wanna die but the spiralling different

Serotonin been missing

5HTP ain't been hitting

All my broken bitches put your wrists up it's a rot girl winter