Last Needle Lyrics

I don't want to be there when the last needle falls

I don't want to be here

Don't want to be here at all

And when I try to sleep my demons they call

But when I'm bleeding

I don't feel it no more

All these thoughts in my head I cant shake

Feeling so damn weak I'm bout to break

And if I do just know the string snapped

All emotions flooded out I couldn't hold a thing back man

I'm feeling weak inside but strong enough to take my life

Seeing that I'm wrong but looking long enough to make it right

Its really easy to think you can switch a feeling

I wish we could switch positions

Get stuck with the shit I'm dealing

Never healing, revealing I cut a open wound

Bleeding on the floor but feeling like I'll be floating soon

I've been coping, feeling like I'm choking

And I aint talking bout the cough from the leaf that I'm smoking

Standing over this ledge I'm bout to jump it

Got a shotgun close to my head I'm bout to pump it

Whole can of this gas I'm bout to dump it

Light it up and let it burn and still I'm feeling nothing

I don't want to be there when the last needle falls

I don't want to be here

Don't want to be here at all

And when I try to sleep my demons they call

But when I'm bleeding

I don't feel it no more

All these thoughts in my head I cant shake

Feeling so damn weak I'm bout to break

And if I do just know the string snapped

All emotions flooded out I couldn't hold a thing back man

I wish it was easy for me to change

Flip that switch inside of my brain

I know people think I'm deranged

But this pain has been building up for so long I can feel the weight

Long as I been holding it I think these shoulders about to break

So depressed there aint no highlights that surface

Maybe I might deserve this

But is my life so worthless

That I'd take it from myself

(that's what I think about man, what would god think)

As I ride by these churches

I don't want to be this way, nah I fucking hate myself

I really need a hand but then my pride won't let me take no help

My day is filled with these dark thoughts

The only thing to say is that I hope I feel no pain when the heart stops….