Your Love Lyrics

It wasn't likely id meet you but I did

With the soul of an old man heart of a little kid

I got a funny way of seeing things and you would laugh with me

I got struck by you, now what'd I do when that hit me

I just fell in deeper yeah this hole caving in

All my boys like yo there's no saving him

I need that fire to burn to learn a lesson

On a higher quest now I'm supplying you with that message

Took up too much time felt possessive

You insured me that your mind was open you were progressive

But I don't feel like we flowing

I just feel like we going nowhere and both of us can't heal in this moment

So let's be real if we going our separate ways

For me this shit was real guess for you it was just a phase

Now many days I sit and ponder that

Hoping that I get to say this to you if you ever wander back

My father never mattered to me

I'm lying I'm bothered by the way I never mattered to him

How could he not be there for me man

I'm still a little boy my heart needs therapy and

Everybody thinks I'm not sincerely

Still dealing with this why you think I love so terribly

That man who was supposed to mold me

Let my mom do the job now what could she show me

Well she did everything that she had to

And she never was around because of you that's what sad dude

You planted a seed to leave it and grow

And now half of me is you, you didn't need me to know

Did you ever think of me and regret that

Or wonder how much years in me you set back

There was a time I couldn't sleep like jet lag

And now I'm breaking through it so easy like a wet bag

See that's a prison I was living in when you bailed on me

You said I tested you but fuck that shit you failed on me

It shouldn't be this hard to be so close

I know we grown folks

I'm trying to laugh but you don't need those jokes

Well weed gon' smoke yeah I'm lighting it up with your memory

Now I understand how friends become a new enemy

I tend to be a loner these days and that's a shame

And even if it's written bout' you I won't say your name

I'm realizing that this aint love

And it just aint real and I just feel so misplayed but

I'll get straight up back on my feet and I'm still walking

All that shit you said to me bet you wish I was still talking

But nope around here all communication cut-off

The part in my brain that thinks about you getting shut-off

We was one-off the run-off is over now

We drunk off the lust but had to come-off we sober now

I ain't gonna live with this shit no more

It's on me to be what I be

But it's time that I be selfish for once

I finally did something for me