Lose Control Lyrics

Thought I had a grip but the wheel was slipping

Once I had sip and started feeling different (whooh)

I found a way to wash the memories

Blacking out so I don't have to watch my tendencies

I tend to be someone addicted to the fast life

Spend whatever's left

So I never get my cash right

Last night

Was like all the ones that came before

Puking in the toilet

While I'm naked laying on the floor

Saying I don't want no more

But here I am again

All that guilt sets in it's never ending and

You tell yourself just one more

What?

One more night

Or one more fight

Well fuck it, if you want war

I've battled this my whole life

Sometimes I'm auto-pilot

Just so I don't feel that turbulence the whole flight

Stay awake the whole day and the whole night

And pray for the days when it goes right

Don't you wanna lose control

Don't you wanna lose control

Lose control, lose control

Lose control, lose control

Don't you wanna lose control

Don't you wanna lose control

Lose control, lose control

Don't you wanna lose control

It's likely if you've been addicted you've been kicked to the curb

Slightly mis-represented you aint fit for this world

That's how you feel if you feel like me

It's kind of weird to be so low and feel so high and mighty

It might be

I'm high , yeah it's really likely

Cause it aint only 7 days when you do it nightly

I think nobody likes me

But I don't really like myself either

What the fuck you think I'm seeing when I'm looking in the mirror

All my problems just staring back at me

It's a mask that you saw if you think I'm that happy

There's 2 sides to me

And unsurprisingly

The lies I was living kept the good one disguised you see

I never really showed you that

The decisions that you make can really hold you back

I always feel lost I never hold the map

Got the weight of the world it's hard to shoulder that

And I know that's fact

Don't you wanna lose control

Don't you wanna lose control

Lose control, lose control

Lose control, lose control

Don't you wanna lose control

Don't you wanna lose control

Lose control, lose control

Don't you wanna lose control

I feel that my decisions never make a factor

If I show my true emotions I feel naked after

So the dark side I see I try to make it laughter

Cause I have to

Just laugh at the fact that I made this disaster

I lost control a long time ago

Someone else is at the damn wheel I never feel like I'm driving home

It's so surreal when you feel like you floating.. and

you getting by so you feel like you coping… but

we all choking on that bullshit we smoking

Fake people closed off but you real when you open… I

Been concealed for so long I got broken

It was too much pressure for me to focus

It nearly broke us

Now I notice that I brought the wrong energy

Promised paradise now it's not but how can it be

I'm sorry for the way I was I truly am

But through it we connected where I end up you begin

Don't you wanna lose control

Don't you wanna lose control

Lose control, lose control

Lose control, lose control

Don't you wanna lose control

Don't you wanna lose control

Lose control, lose control

Don't you wanna lose control