A Lie I Must Comply Lyrics

No please don't leave, don't leave me today

I want you to come home and say you're okay

My partner in crime, my friend til the end

I'm shattered to pieces and cannot pretend

Lies

This isn't really happening

Lies 

I'm rotting to the core

My mind is so jaded with ongoing pain

Memories keep playing each moment you fade

I'm sorry so sorry and I am ashamed

A lifetime to talk, yet a moment to say 

Goodbye

No this can't be real

Goodbye

No This can't be real 

Confused with my life

Is this really how it has to be

I will be fine

Such a lie I must comply

It's killing me

Where to go and what to do

When all I can do is just drink to you

I'll drown myself with this fifth

Can't end all this sadness and habit to binge

Why

Why can't I move on

Why

You left me in dark

I've lost all my faith, my strength, my will

I care not of this world nor heaven or hell

These tears keep flowing like rivers and streams

I cry to the sky why him and not me?

Despise

I despise my existence 

Despise

These are the lies

Confused with my life

Is this really how it has to be

I will be fine

Such a lie I must comply

It's killing me

I've tried to live with these graves

Burying loved ones has made me so grey

The numbing of drinks does nothing to me

Your face is the only thing I see

The face of the grim reaper looks somewhat like mine

Is this what it's like to not move with time

I'm so sorry my brothers and friends

This song is for you til the very end

Confused with my life

Is this really how it has to be

I will be fine

Such a lie I must comply

Confused with my life

Is this really how it has to be

I will be fine

Such a lie I must comply

I can't seem to understand