The Sharp Side of Romance ft. Ashley Nez Lyrics

She said

How much longer must I fake my own happiness

Did it occur to you that I am just so sick of this

This reminder of misery

This damning you've done to me

She screamed and screamed

How could you destroy my own sanity

I'm done

I'm exhausted from the pain

I look at you as though you're going to change for me

But you are so selfish, so bitter, it's so clear to see

Help me to see what's wrong with me

Faced, to deal with the constant reminder that I am not good enough for your own 

Taste, I wish I had someone to help me through struggles

I'm begging you take it away

I've been torn apart

You've lied all from the start

Please I beg you stop

My heart

I am sorry I'm not like before

Where I was the one you had adored

Tell me, why am I not good enough

I hate so much that I need your love

Where do I go

How will I know

I've lost myself

I need your help

Please tell me why

You chose this side

Torn and beaten

I've staggered my way from reason

Feel the knife deepen

To depths I cannot break free from

Help me process

Why I still continue to darken

While you progress

And smile like I meant nothing to you

I've lost a part of me

From sadness I can't be free

I'm nothing more

Just a blackened soul

underneath

It tortures me

It's breaking me

It's all but torn my soul

And dreams