Perception of Madness Lyrics

All of these screams in my own head

All of these thoughts of being dead

They come in waves soaking my identity

I hope they hear me, as I sing

I'm lost in life

Broken by lies

Haunted by the fact that I'm not feeling fine

My minds a slave

To toxic rage

My madness has been taking over me

Help, please help I'm choking inside

Hey hey hey

I'm tired, so tired of this life

Hey hey hey

I smile but hide behind this lie

Hey hey hey

This mask I shelter all my cries

I'm lost in life

Broken by lies

Haunted by the fact that I'm not feeling fine

My minds a slave

To toxic rage

My madness has been taking over me

I'm tryna escape

I'm tryna escape

I'm tryna escape from pain

Feeling so much shame

While feeling drained

This all just in my brain

I can't give up

But I've had enough

I guess I'm not so tough

I'm such a coward,

Without no power

Is this my final hour

I'm not okay

I feel enraged

I've lost my ways

I've shattered every ounce of will I had to live

A farewell letter might be all I have to give

I've lost so much of me

I feel so useless

Feel so depressed

Feel so stressed

All I want is my happiness

I can't control my mind

It feels like I won't make it out this time

Time

Count the days

For your grave

Kneel and pray

Say his name

Count the days

For your grave

Kneel and pray

Say his name

I never thought that my life would turn out so fucked up and the way that it did

A failures melody with these memories, a coffin seems to be more fit

I haven't slept in 3 damn days

My head has got to change

Look what you've done

Look what's become

Your selfishness

Broke your loved ones

Its clear to see

You're so naive

You thought you could

Just run from me

I'm in control

I took your soul

You did for me

The best of deeds

So listen hear

Let's make it clear

The death of you helped me break through

Burn it to the fucking ground

So much to see

insanity

So much to see bottled in me

This is the constant battle that I try and hide

These are the thing that I've been trying to fight