unconventional, unapologetic Lyrics

Unconventional

Out of my control

Written in the scrolls

Out of my control

You're standing there to blame me

Don't know who I am lately

'Cause how could you believe

That I'd do this intentionally

And I try to explain

The thing's jammed in my brain

But people don't have ears

And being misunderstood is one of my worst fears

It's not up to me

It's not up to you

There's nobody to blame

No matter how badly I want to proclaim

That it's not my fault

I poured out my thoughts

Believing you'd understand

And as I write this

I know I don't exist

In anyone's compelling mind

'Cause being myself leads to falling behind

Never up to date

Explanations for my sake

Boundaries 'til I ache

Always learning the rules

To this big fucking game

But it's not my fault

I poured out my thoughts

Believing you'd understand

And as I write this

I know I don't exist

In anyone's compelling mind

'Cause being myself leads to falling behind

I'm done being tired

I'm done with all of this bullshit

'Cause what if I just was unapologetic

I've heard it all

Every damn word you could possibly spit

So maybe I'll try and just be

Unapologetic