Chicken Kebab Lyrics

I been feeling so tired

They say my eyes look drained

I hurt a lot in my mind

But I don't show you the pain

They say it's all in due time

Well I been waiting a while

And hesitating to smile

Cause I ain't feelin the same

See I been tryna be happy

But the world's gone mad

And my mom's upset

And my girl's all sad

My father told me the only thing in the way is the hours within a day

I been trying to live in your world dad

But I been stressing to score

Somebody set me a lob

I might walk to the store

And try to get my a job

My pockets ain't too deep

The only thing that I eat

Is from the cart up the street

I get the chicken kebab

You think it's funny I think it's a cold, cruel, old planet

And I don't know what I need to do to help me understand it

The only thing that I know

Is at the end of my rope

I want the people to know that I didn't take it for granted

My head is hurting today

I didn't drink enough water

My sister just had a son

My brother just had a daughter

It got me thinking of childhood and the way I was brought up

It's 2 AM and I'm calling my mom and texting my father

But I been doing alright

How's it going for you?

My heart been weighing a lot

So I been praying a bunch

I told my momma I'm busy so I ain't staying for lunch

I finally got a car

I been saving for months

Somebody already hit me now it's a dent in the front

Some people get what they want

I don't think I'm that person

I tried the law of attraction

But I don't think that it's workin

Somebody said you get whatever you deserve in the universe

And I'm starting the think that I just might not be deserving

But I been tryna be humble

I don't like being negative

I should call up my uncle

I barely talk to my relatives

And whenever I do

It's never anything new

A "Hey, hello, how are you"

Without the truth or the sentiment

But it's still all love

I mean it's not that bad

But if any family's listening could you call up my dad

Cause neither party been budging and Muslims don't hold grudges

So somebody do something before I start to get mad

Cause I don't wanna do that

I'm a nice dude y'all

And every once in a while someone from high school calls

To send a little fake loving before they ask me for something

And I'll help just know I can see right through y'all

But I been doing alright

How's it going for you?

Yeah I been doing alright

How's it going for you?