Not Okay Lyrics

Be right there give me one more day

Just gotta pack my bag and I'm on my way

I got a lot I'm carrying on my plate

Is it okay to say that I'm not okay? Okay

I don't think I'm depressed

I just need a deep rest I'm tired

Up late for like three weeks yes I'm wired

What happened to me dammit I used to be inspired

I'm okay, I'm okay, look at me I'm a liar

Jimmy C

Don't know what got into me

Was all positivity

Now all that a memory

Not who I pretend to be

Don't even remember me

Looking for a remedy

Been itch and finicky

I'm okay I better be

Grown ups don't cry that's what they told me

Who am I?

I keep on tryna remember the old me

Loved ones around me how the hell am I lonely?

Convincing myself that they don't actually know me

Whole Heart was broken

Iced it now it's frozen

Burnt holes in my clothing

Sitting here self loathing

Off to Hoboken

Someone said they can help with my mental health

Okay fine I'm going I'ma

Be right there give me one more day

Just gotta pack my bag and I'm on my way

I got a lot I'm carrying on my plate

Is it okay to say that I'm not okay? Okay

Anxiety what is anxiety?

Fuckin with my head and my stomach

Why the hell am I buggin?

Pain prying me left

My brain prying me right

My babe crying upset

My heart caught in a fight

I'm stressed out

Nobody here for me, I'm feeling left out

Nobody hears me tell me what I just said now

Said you were there for me

Tell me you care for me

Tell me you swear you won't tell and embarrass me

I been at war with myself

It's normal they tell me it's called mental health

Take four of these a day

You sure this will help?

Of course give me a call if you start feeling unwell

I always just dealt with the pain somehow

It's getting overwhelming can't contain it now

Asked the doc could he put that in layman's terms

He said your heart's not agreeing with your brain right now

Negative thoughts all around me I surrounded myself

Too many people in this room I overcrowded myself

I don't want anyone to help I'll go about it myself

So nobody could ever know how much I doubted myself

That I 2nd, 4th, 5th, 10th guess myself

That I don't wanna get out of bed and dress myself

Feeling all these feelings I would never confess I felt

It took about a hundred people to suggest some help

Okay I'll

Be right there give me one more day

Just gotta pack my bag and I'm on my way

I got a lot I'm carrying on my plate

Is it okay to say that I'm not okay? Okay