Proud of You ft. Al Zamora Lyrics

Haven't talked to you in so long

You seem so chill your soul's so calm

I know you're tryna make it with all those songs

Will it be alright if it all goes wrong?

Will you be alright?

Please stay strong

Please still pray you're a believer

I know life ain't easy as a dreamer

And it wasn't so long ago you had a heart of gold

And now you got a strange demeanor

And the hurt in the world ain't changing either

You just wanna be the people's pain reliever

Gotta hold on tight to the ones you love

Hope your girl's alright I know you need her

Why you always slept on souls been stepped on

More than your oldest pair of sneakers

And it just ain't fair

Why it feel like the people just don't care

Wanna fly to the whole other side of the world and

Change your name and cut your hair

Lookin up just stare at the sky

As you hold back tears asking why

In search of some sort of sign

From a friend you ain't get to say goodbye to

And there ain't no pill they can provide

And there ain't no liquid over ice

That can numb that pain you feel inside

No choice but to move on with your life

When you're just like them and say goodnight

And one final bye

Are you gone be satisfied?

Did you make good use of your time?

Well I just don't known

I just don't know

Made it this far

Think about how you did it all you know

Made it this far

When you didn't think you were built at all

Don't you think about forgetting all about me

Cause I'm so damn proud of you

Well

I ain't felt whole in a while

And I ain't felt home since a child

Now we're all grown shit is wild

Man it's been so long since I smiled

And really felt it

Where's that happy soul?

You know the one who believed in his every move

Yet I say I'll change another year pass

And it seems like I never do

And I'm a know it all but I never knew

How tall the task of forgetting you would tower over me

I pray God opens up Heaven to you for for a better view

7 8 9 10 11 noon I spent the whole morning here thinking bout

Everyone I lost please stick around

Cause you're not someone I can live without

And my thoughts run about a minute mile

My brother 21 did I let him down?

All the time lost I mean did I miss my shot?

All them years spent sitting round

So I'm standing up and I'm sitting down

And I'm standing up and I'm pacing

Good thing will come if you will only wait

Well how fucking long have I been waiting?

I swear to God it's not a dream that I'm chasing

It's more an innate feeling can't escape it

My aura's the way it is I can't fake it

I don't want to change nor be complacent

My friends are all depressed and overly anxious

And calling on me with the hope I can save em

I wanna be selfless but I can't help it

I know it'll only be me in the grave

When Allah and the angels are calling my name

And nothing but the rhythm and lyrics remain

Will I have fought the hardest fight I can fight?

Will I have given all that I could have gave?

Will I have written everything I can write?

Will I have said everything that I can say?

Is everything really gone be okay?

Is everything really gone be okay?

I just don't know

I just don't know

Made it this far

Think about how you did it all you know

Made it this far

When you didn't think you were built at all

Don't you think about forgetting all about me

Cause I'm so damn proud of you