misleading Lyrics

Why am I worrying if I know they don't matter

And why am I trying to fix the problems that scatter

Why was I crying listening to all the chatter

And why was I dying when he thought he had her

My life is different, it's no longer what I said in ACOM

I know we all panic, but I just tell myself stay calm

And we all feel weak, I just tell myself stay strong

We wanna give up, but life says play on

It's hard to get back up, the odds are feeling stacked up

Satan says pack up, but I ain't going nowhere

I've been practicing my ability to feel no fear

Now I don't care when I hear people say they think I'm weird

Much needed, I need it

An output for my feelings in my head, so I free it

I stopped giving fucks, then I found myself succeeding

I got out of that shit, it was misleading

Misused, abused, mistreated, left bleeding

I know I got used, got no choice, retreating

I'm a fraud, don't deserve what I have

Dishonest untruths around my back

Don't get close to me, cause I'm a trap

Don't give me a compliment, cause I'll lie back

As I lie back, I think about my time cap

Clock's ticking down, I can't make the effort to wind it back

I never said what I was doing was right

Stress around me, and it feels tight

I can't go, won't let it go

I won't go, won't let you go

You don't wanna go? I won't go

If you don't go, then I won't go

I know we could glow, I won't let it go, can we take it slow?

And I know you know, But just so you know, that was a long time ago

I'm so far below, can you please hang up the phone

I tried to catch what you throw, but in time I know I'll grow

I know that you saw me flow, and you sabotaged my show

That didn't work out though, but it's okay though

Why am I worrying if I know they don't matter

And why am I trying to fix the problems that scatter

Why was I crying listening to all the chatter

And why was I dying when he thought he had her

My life is different, it's no longer what I said in ACOM

I know we all panic, but I just tell myself stay calm

And we all feel weak, I just tell myself stay strong

We wanna give up, but life says play on