off-whites Lyrics

Off-whites, try to tell everybody that I'll be alright

Try to tell her that it's going down tonight

Invited to the party, threw away the invite

Face-to-face, I make an effort to be polite

I bring a darkness cause I can't handle the light

No one tests me like you do, but despite

All the things that you do, I'll be alright

I'll be alright

Yeah, I'll be alright, you know me

When I come in first, there's no trophy

Feeling in my stomach whenever you hold me

This how it is, now this can't be

Months and months later, you say you miss me

Stabbed in the back by my own homie

Forced to attack just cause you make me

I'm paying to play, but you play free

I always lose odds against me

Against me, against me

Some days when I arrive at school, I don't open my mouth

It's because my thoughts can't get through all the voice is in doubt

I struggle to hold down the things that I feel choiceless without

I made a mistake, I'm feeling dumb and profound

Tired of the rumors that shit grows just like a tumor

You just led me to my doom, or were you trying to make humor?

Why is life so strict? It caught me while I'm down

Made me lose blood from my wrist, I feel like a clown

Watch out when shit conflicts, I understand feelings are mixed

Little bit of this, little bit of that, clarity eclipsed

Got no time for this, got no time for shit

Too hard to predict when you plan to resist

Can't see through the mist

I might be among my last days Hold tight, won't let you fade away

The weight of the world topples over me

The immense pressure slowly consuming

What has become of the old me? He is slowly dying

Why did you do this to me? You knew exactly what I was going through

Was it jealousy or were you just fed up with me?

I thought you would relish me and take care of my every need