Always Lose Lyrics

I pay to play, but I always lose

My pockets are empty but now I got something to prove

All these chances tempt me, I won't let my mindset move

Got to listen to my numen, got to make these fuckers lose

I'm okay, you know that's a lie

I hate the times we have to say goodbye

Tread carefully, some people do the devils work

Got my head down, I'm working 'til I get the final perk

Yeah, a picture ruined by another stroke on the canvas

I know how you see me, it's making me anxious

The concept of young love works well as a distraction

Everything seems to go wrong when I take action

I'm sorry that it ended like this

But you know that I can't predict reactions

Or give satisfaction

Slipping through situations like a car with no traction

Aye, when I'm stuck inside my mind I tend to find the time to rhyme

I escape then I fly high but I know this ain't no place to die

I've been reshaped, I've struggled a lot but I know I got a face to hide

I just don't wanna reply, new conditions to apply

I will try my hardest, when I win I'll look up, face the sky

I pay to play, but I always lose

My pockets are empty but now I got something to prove

All these chances tempt me, I won't let my mindset move

Got to listen to my numen, got to make these fuckers lose

I'm okay, you know that's a lie

I hate the times we have to say goodbye

Tread carefully, some people do the devils work

Got my head down, I'm working 'til I get the final perk

Every time I find someone they put me in the dirt

So I'ma put my all in music 'til these words I scream are heard

Don't know why I keep trying, I guess I never learn

So call it a subconscious decision, my vision blocks the way I see

The story starts just before the end, limited time

What do I wanna be?

Beginning to reconsider if I really am free, am I actually free?

Beginning to reconsider if I actually see

'Cause some of the choices I've made have left me there to bleed

Beginning to reconsider if I actually see

'Cause some of the choices I've made have left me there to bleed

I pay to play, but I always lose

My pockets are empty but now I got something to prove

All these chances tempt me, I won't let my mindset move

Got to listen to my numen, got to make these fuckers lose

I'm okay, you know that's a lie

I hate the times we have to say goodbye

Tread carefully, some people do the devils work

Got my head down, I'm working 'til I get the final perk

Gotta make these fuckers lose