paralyzed Lyrics

Drop tops, drop bombs and drop seeds

Lace shit, and pop shit just to be free

I rap for myself, its not deep

And I sleep instead of dropping, I'm chief keef

Low phaser, keep that shit in tempo

No filter, fuck the instrumental

Rap fast, synthesize ya mental

Bark like a dog that's what I'm into

No time to think, dropped me in the deep end

Ice cold pressure kept me feeling distant

Cut out all the cameras and I'm burnt out wit it

Turnstile wit it, reverse out wit it

Jumping over barricades, caught out with it

The world still turning and I'm saught out wit it

Always holding back but I can't admit it

Cuz the moment that I do, new socks, I'm admitted

But its still waterlife, son

Internet lifestyle no checksum

Check check on the mic, not me cuz

Lil b bitch, know we boutta go dumb

World of pain but I bet you can't see us

No you can't see them, I could not agree then

I could never reach em so I don't pretend

I prefer pretense over figure of speech

Cuz I know ill never write that shit, never fight that shit

Never found a way out, so ill bite that shit

I always look to the past but I must admit

Times get hard, deal with it

So pathetic really

Your whole lifestyle was the scars you were shilling

My soul claims to be the hand that I'm dealing

And after my release I can see it so clearly

I don't feel a thing, I'm completely numb

I'm past all my dues, I feel fucking dumb

Paralyzed, paralyzed, I can't fucking move (where in the hell am I going?)

Paralyzed, paralyzed, I can't fucking breathe (where are these scars im showing?)

I don't feel a thing, I'm 6 feet off the ground

I might float to heaven, but I'm not allowed

Paralyzed, paralyzed, I can't fucking breathe

Paralyzed, paralyzed, I can't fucking see

Sound system with the stereo missing

Grown kids with no pot to piss in

No cash to displace the sweet things

And no love to replace the distance

No cameras, I bask in the listings

Spent my whole life barely existing

So I came to the cause with a mission

Don't turn around, just relax, or you'll miss it

Aye, so what's the problem now?

While you running round my head like I'm not around

I got sentries everywhere but I'm on the ground

Can't afford sleep so I changed the sound

Can't afford hope, I'm a closet clown

I got 6 feet tall, planted on the ground

Don't ask shit bout what I seeked and found

Cos last week I drew a bath, and I seeked to drown

Can't keep fluid down, but I keep it on the down low

I don't need to know your stance or your angle

Never really hear that shit you were saying though

Forever complacent, down with the main role

Its all such a shame though

God told me I was such an angel

Bound for the heavens and the stars of death row

But I never found a hoe to sing amazing grace to

Yeah, don't come around lonely

Don't talk shit like you miss the old me

Cuz this the only me, you needa get that

And that degeneracy? You know I rep that

Broken stars on my backs not a setback

Broken hearts only matter let them

So when I come up on the stage you needa get back

Ill fucking beat your pussy ass til you

Cuz you know how I get when I'm not close to you, its true

Oh lord, oh lord, come down to this earth and save me

I'm asking you lord, please

Please I'm asking you, lord

Please come down to me

Please come down and save me

My impurities are not me

Cuz my worst life is not me