come and go Lyrics

I am not alarmed, I am not awake

I am not the soldier that god was tryna make

I'm running out of place, I'm running outta options

All this shit and i couldn't be bothered

But when the feelings come and go thats the only option

Keep my hands steady henny laced with toxins

Can't keep tabs so I'm only watching

Can't keep track of what I'm doing its nonsense

Steady hand, steady mind, steady brain

Steady chance of being fucked by the feelings of today

I really gave myself a chance, I still feel the same

Worked my ass off but, it still ain't go away

Believe me when I say, I'm bound to this forever (forever)

My problems probably stem from the fact i said id never

Never be alarmed, never set myself straight

Never loved so I never felt my heart break

I never cried enough, I never slept enough

I never sought out thoughts, I always knew they weren't enough

Staring at my reflection like what the fuck is up

Swore that i was fine but now the mirrors fogging up

You're just like everyone else, man the fuck up

But i never called my bluff so I'll never act right

A child prodigy? I'm just not that type

And my potential will only be seen through with a crack pipe

I am not alarmed, I am not awake

I am not the soldier that god was tryna make

I'm running out of place, I'm running outta options

All this shit and i couldn't be bothered

But when the feelings come and go thats the only option

Keep my hands steady henny laced with toxins

Can't keep tabs so I'm only watching

Can't keep track of what I'm doing its nonsense

Don't let me go

Cuz the feeling, cuz the feeling oh it come and go

All i do is come and go

Feeling ain't right feeling ain't right

Like shut the fuck up

I'm alone in the end

Oh baby don't you know

I'm not your, I'm not your, I'm not your boy toy

Never enough, its never enough

Said its never enough

But the feeling ain't right

Yeah it still ain't right