At Peace (Freestyle) Lyrics

Yeah

Finally at peace

No more nights sleeping on the streets

On benches not covered by sheets yeah

We lived through that

Worse than being poor practically homeless yeah

I find peace in making songs

Because it helps me know I'm not the only one who feels wrong

When I need help who knows who imma call?

Who would answer their phone?

No one answers when I call

It's like I was thrown away and lied to by my peers

Then when I succeeded they turned a blind eye and disappeared

Counting money all by myself

I got money so why is no one here?

Honestly would give it all away

To just have a pretty woman by my side

But we all know that when the money's gone

The women up and disappear

Tempted by drugs and liquor it's getting hard to persevere

Shit it's been one hell of a year

Last year now we in a new year

Wanna make a few more m's this year

I want being poor to no longer be a fear

Of mine or my mother's yeah

I've lost too many brothers

They've either been killed or killed themselves

I know so many in them prison cells

Let them out the pound

The crack doesn't sell itself

I know that's why they there

But they just needed to feed themselves

Never would travel when we did they weren't nice hotels

But now we in penthouses

Where the elevators need a key to get to your level

Bury me with a diamond studded shovel

So many times I regret saying I love you

'Cause love never seems to last

If it did why is there so much trauma in my past?

Yeah in my past

Uh

How long will this music shit last?

That's a question I ask myself a lot

I got some good shit going now

But how long before it all falls down?

Just need to be able to pay the bills

Don't gotta be a billionaire

Just make a few dollar bills

But I mean shit being rich would be cool

Not caring how much something costs

And just tossing money in the pool

Or burning it

Just like she did to my trust

Every woman just seems to fuck me up

They get their dinners paid for

And get fucked for what?

Just for one hell of a night?

So you can say you slept with me before I even blew up right?

Yeah I know the reasons

Obviously I don't care

Sleeping with tens a few times a week

And going out for fancy dinners

It's like a small price for a high reward

This type of lifestyle never ever slows

But it's the way I live

Don't think I'll ever settle down

Prolly have some kids

But maybe I'm wrong

Who will the woman to prove me wrong?

Yeah prove me wrong

Uh

You know I came from the dirt

So why do you think it's funny to say shit like that?

You know that shit hurts

Sayin' that I'm some rich kid

But then I think back to the small portioned meals

And the overdue bills

And I just start to cry

Why do people depict me as this?

I don't know why

Is it all because I'm white?

So if I'm white I'm rich?

If I'm colored I'm poor?

There's societies first problem

Then people blame it on others

When they were just following along

When they were just following along

Yeah

Shit got deep and I ain't mean for it to

This shit a freestyle never know where it's gonna get you

People say sometimes I just talk on a track

But I guess I get paid more to talk

Then you do at your nine to five job

Killing this shit this beat is under the ground

But that's my opinion

When I say I'm the most underrated in my city

That's just my opinion

But when is it my turn to blow

When it is my turn to show

Show that I have what it takes

I don't even gotta rhyme

And my flow is better than half these fake ass rappers

People write they shit for 'em

Won't catch no one writing for me

I'm the only one getting paid

The only one getting paid is me

I'll say it before and I'll say it again

I don't really fuck with percents