Sorry For Being Sorry Lyrics

Back when I was young I was so happy

Right now I'm in this hole I dug so deep

I've been struggling to go to sleep

I've been struggling to get up and eat

This is the moment it all falls apart

Too sad and lazy to get up and start

The line has been going down the chart

There's a .44 hole in my heart

I should never have said I love you

I should only have ever fucked you

I should have never hugged you

I should only have ever fucked you

Spending too much money on stupid shit

It's okay cause I'm stupid rich

I charge around 100 just to take a pic

Rockstar life, I don't love a bitch

16 and I'm stupid rich

They wondering how I'm stupid rich

I don't spend my money on a bitch

And I invest in all kinds of shit

Making money for my kids, kids, kids

Ion how to say it, but get out the whip

You sucked my dick, now ion want you bitch

Just know, you can pull up to the crib

That's only if you wanna fuck me bitch

Don't want your love but I'll take your head

That's the only way you'll be in my bed

Focused on the money, the whole wheat bread

Not from new york but I charter a jet

I ain't scared of y'all there is no threat

Not too much pressure, I don't break a sweat

Y'all are the stupidest people I done ever met

Back when I was young I was so happy

Right now I'm in this hole I dug so deep

I've been struggling to go to sleep

I've been struggling to get up and eat

This is the moment it all falls apart

Too sad and lazy to get up and start

The line has been going down the chart

There's a .44 hole in my heart

Sorry babe but we had to break apart

Don't wanna hear the drama, please don't start

I can't love, I don't have a heart

The bullet went through my heart

Doctors took out my heart

I think my doctor is the devil

He took it out with a red shovel

Ahhh yeahhh

I miss being carefree

I miss being happy

I miss being carefree

I miss being more like me

I miss being carefree

I miss being happy

I miss being carefree

I miss being more like me

Too many problems, ion like this

Falling down the cliff, ion like this

Living life wrong, not like this

Don't tell me how to live, you not like this

Millions for my kids, kids, kids

Brand new home for my kids, kids, kids

Gotta find someone to have my kids

Gotta find a pretty girl, to give me my kids

Stop asking my type, you already know

Russian or Asian, the way to go

I stole your girl, she gotta go

She hopped in the Wraith, she a hoe

Right now I've been stuck in this hole

In my mind is the wrong way to go

Trying to leave but the detour is closed

Stuck in my mind with nowhere to go

Stuck in my mind with nowhere to go

Wish I could lie but I've been going cold

I feel like I'm gonna die alone

16 and I already feel Imma die alone

Too lost in this world right now

No where to call home right now

You thought you were my home back then

But I am being my own home right now

Finding my own way through this shit

Guiding my own way through this shit

The world is a fucking deep abyss

We all stuck just living in it

We all live to die

But then we die to live

I don't get it, just tell me what the message is

Sick of living in the deep abyss

Sorry I make my music too deep

Sorry I forgot to say sorry that last time

Sorry about you being late today

Sorry about me being sorry please

Heart so broke I only say sorry

Heart so shattered I only say sorry

Can't help myself from saying sorry

The way life goes, I feel sorry