aware Lyrics

My final bout

Versus my head, feeling down

Not impressed with the sound

Of still sticking around

This feeling in my chest

Weigh me down, I'm a mess

Is this all just a test?

Am I failing again?

Fear of never being good enough

Finding any reason to think I should just give up

I have to get ahead and listen to those I love

Keep my head up in the clouds

I'm still sticking around

I'm lost

In my head

Again

I wont

Pretend

That I don't care

I'm too aware of everything

I'm lost

In my head

Again

I wont

Pretend

That I don't care

I'm too aware of everything

Am I stuck with a curse?

I'm still feeling the hurt

I can't think of what's worse

Never quenching this thirst

I stay pouring it up

Flor de cane in my cup

I stay riding my luck

I can't make this shit up

I stay overthinking everything

Questioning how I ever came to deserve anything

I wish time would turn back

I'm lost

In my head

Again

I wont

Pretend

That I don't care

I'm too aware of everything

I'm lost

In my head

Again

I wont

Pretend

That I don't care

I'm too aware of everything

I want to fall apart

it's not time to depart

I'll try to make it far

You have to see me for my heart

I'm too aware

Cause I'm feeling scared

I'm lost

In my head

Again

I wont

Pretend

That I don't care

I'm too aware of everything

I'm lost

In my head

Again

I wont

Pretend

That I don't care

I'm too aware of everything