December 31 Lyrics

Do you remember the 31st night of December?

When the stars and midnight sky spread

And wove a bedcover for the two of us

When we could only smile through our silent lips

But our hearts burgeoned into a twin-flamed wisp?

I turned to you in unfounded courage 'Why not make this official instead?'

The grave of the bodies I kissed for the last three years

Had it known I am not destined for a cold rusted bed of tears

A second of pause then a smile sprung from you 'Why not?'

They tell us love does not become one overnight

How rare is it to feel both starry-eyed and safe

In the form of one guy?

Now all the saved seats beside me are yours

With you sleep is a comfort blanket of white noise

No more the tempting phantom with the grieving voice

I now wake thanking God for all those boys

Tears turned lessons and led me to this golden choice

Of mine

And you've become my confidant

Of all who's who — the ones I give my best

The ones whom I give my heart a rest

And the vipers breathing behind my desk

And now we're spilling weekends with my friends

Oh how you casually show me off to your friends

I shall paint new memories of you

In different lights and hues

One-of-a-kind guy

You've turned this cynic into a faithful devout

Chalice and wine

You quench my thirst with your mouth

Silver fox I tame

What do you say if this is the endgame?

I love you. I love you. I miss you