Claustrophobic Lyrics

I see the patterns…blood spatters-drugs scattered

All over the table-I'm unable-to give fucks at the

Moment cause I'm so addict-flow savage-ropes manage

Keeping her in-place til I get-back to where the romance is

Walls keep coming closer though…maybe I just overdosed

Maybe it's the demons in my head that leave me comatose

Maybe I'm a menace with a vengeance paying penance

In an instant I could fall apart on paper where the pen is

I get intimate with music but I feel the weight again it's

Overcoming me I won't protest I missed the feel of livin'

And I'll do that…yup

Mother fucking right I'll beat a hater till he's blue black

Whose back-against a wall now you make the dude act

Out unsavory…why you gotta do that?

I'm a new man-new plan-been through that

I don't wanna live like the world is caving in

I understand-give a damn-it's true that

I been a piece of shit now I only wanna win

But these walls keep closing

Doors won't open

Windows only

Show dreams of the broken

Everything I see is closing in on me again

I guess…I'm a little claustrophobic

I'm reaching for the surface but forgetting how to swim

I guess…I'll go down with my emotions

Everything I see is closing in on me again

I guess…I'm a little claustrophobic

I've loved until it hurt so bad I'd never love again

I guess…I'm controlled by all my bullshit

Is there anyone out there who feels like me

When I feel like these-days'll kill my dreams

Every pill my sink-counters filled by keeps

My head right or maybe the truth might be

That I've bruised my ego in the booth my speeches

Cover truth pain and failure that you might see

And the proof might be-that my shoes might stink

From the shit I've walked through to do my thing

I been practicing…maybe if I'm good enough-I can pretend to be-somebody else

I've been after it…maybe if I'm hood enough-I can get in and see-some of the wealth

But what I gotta do to win-trade my soul?

Meet me at a cross road-I'll take my gold

Cause here inside the booth-I just break my goals

Over and over because-I take my roll

Serious-I'm delirious-and I swear the walls are moving

The mic and I are standing-in the center of the booth and

My breath is getting shallow-panic setting in to ruin

My day again-this pay to win-game has to start improvin'

But these walls keep closing

Doors won't open

Windows only

Show dreams of the broken

Everything I see is closing in on me again

I guess…I'm a little claustrophobic

I'm reaching for the surface but forgetting how to swim

I guess…I'll go down with my emotions

Everything I see is closing in on me again

I guess…I'm a little claustrophobic

I've loved until it hurt so bad I'd never love again

I guess…I'm controlled by all my bullshit

Everything I see is closing in on me again

I guess…I'm a little claustrophobic

I'm reaching for the surface but forgetting how to swim

I guess…I'll go down with my emotions

Everything I see is closing in on me again

I guess…I'm a little claustrophobic

I've loved until it hurt so bad I'd never love again

I guess…I'm controlled by all my bullshit