Balance Lyrics

The more I scream into the air-the more I like the silence here-

The more I lose the more I win-when frightened I don't hide my fear-

I chase it down and I'm prepared-to make the future mine this year-

And I don't care-what's right or fair-my happiness for my despair

Is up for trade it's kind of rare-to have the chance to finally air-

Out all your fucking problems onto-pages so I write this here

In recognition that I've got this-outlet some can't quite compare-

Their ways of finding balance-mines my mind I kind of like it here-

Back to the paper-back to the pen game-back to the wall shit-that one is end game

Back to the grind bruh-back to the insane-dreams of a rap star-back in a big way

Back with a grim name-stackin' the big pay-seems like I win way-too much and this may

Come as a shocker-what did he just say-I said I'm happy-being a bit strange

Once was a shit stain-dumb with a big brain-eightfive eitghts baby-that's what the brim say

Anger was misplaced-music was just rage-hubris and big claims-never made big waves

Now when the click plays-can't ever misplace-me cause I'm number-one let me just say

Yeah that's a big thing-I'm gonna just claim-I'm the only fucking artist out here rapping this way

Trying to find my balance (I'm just)

Trying to find my balance (might just)

Take the poison chalice (am I)

Ready for the challenge (well?)

Trying to find my balance (I can't)

Ever find my balance (my hands)

Shake with every sound it's (like this)

Life moves on without us (run)

I've been up-I've been down-I hope your-vibin now-I could yell-I could shout-let my e-motion out

I could just whisper it-clean it or censor it-when I deliver it-make it all more devout

I could just take it all-burn it erase it all-bury whatever comes-out of the furnace

But just like a phoenix-when new life emerges-the old life is purged-no more fear only courage

And courage I've gothow the fuck you think I'm doin' this

I mean fuck man I'm not new at thisI just never put my shoes in this

The words that I jotare more than just emergences

From in my head I'm certain it'sa cry of hope through worthlessness

Feel how the balance-is shifted so subtly-when you put-things in per-spective (balance)

I can put weight off my shoulders down under me sometimes you gotta caress it (balance)

Separate everything wrong and right bad and good you gotta find you some primal (balance)

Want versus need versus passion and greed and these all get inside you but I know (balance)

Can get you out of anything that you could get caught up in

If you learn to live the way that keeps you on the up when

Times are down and getting pay just isn't adding up it's

All about the balance in between your brain and gut kids

Trying to find my balance (I'm just)

Trying to find my balance (might just)

Take the poison chalice (am I)

Ready for the challenge (well?)

Trying to find my balance (I can't)

Ever find my balance (my hands)

Shake with every sound it's (like this)

Life moves on without us (run)

Teeter totter tipping over

Scrape your knee you're getting older

Years go by you're getting bolder

Sharper but you're growing colder

Pain is starting can't stay sober

Keep your fucking life in order

Cash your paycheck pay your bills

You best not take to many lovers

If you get slapped turn the other

Cheek don't take a fucking number

You can't fight your way out of your

Problems anymore mufucker

Make your bed and fold your covers

Grab some stacks and throw them under

Neath the mattress for a rainy

Day because I hear the thunder

Trying to find my balance (I'm just)

Trying to find my balance (might just)

Take the poison chalice (am I)

Ready for the challenge (well?)

Trying to find my balance (I can't)

Ever find my balance (my hands)

Shake with every sound it's (like this)

Life moves on without us (run)