ANTI Lyrics

I fight to keep breathing

Every damn night I try to break even

Slamming on the brakes if I spiral towards the deep end

Breaking up my brain,

Snap snap go the demons, snap snap

If I let go of the reins they might snap back, yeah

Think I need a couple days

And I give it all I got

But they never go away

No they never go away

And I'm getting led astray

I really wanna cry sometimes

I can't lie, I don't even know why

I really wanna die sometimes

But I try

I don't even know why

Have you ever been lost, like I am, cause I am

Trapped with my worst thoughts, and no plan, with both hands tied

You could never understand how I'm living on ice

When you got solutions on standby

You got that shit that I can't buy

You're down for it - but I'm anti

Yeah, you're down for it but I'm anti

Yeah, hey, that's what I'm feeling

Every damn time I'm stuck in my feelings

Cannot get a break, I can't even get a reason

Lying on a lake - hope it stays freezing, oh no

Used to running through the rain

Must be something at the end of the tunnel I crave

It'll be a miracle if I make it to 28

Always been a little strange

Always been a little strained, yeah

I really wanna cry sometimes

I can't lie, I don't even know why

I really wanna die sometimes

But I try

I don't even know why

Have you ever been lost, like I am, cause I am

Trapped with my worst thoughts, and no plan, with both hands tied

You could never understand how I'm living on ice

When you got solutions on standby

You got that shit that I can't buy

You're down for it - but I'm anti

Yeah, you're down for it but I'm anti

Yeah, you're down for it but I'm anti,

You got solutions on standby

You're down for it but I'm anti, anti, anti

Yeah, you're down for it but I'm anti,

You got solutions on standby

You're down for it but I'm anti, anti, anti