insecurity Lyrics

I'm hiding my insecurities

Least I'm trying to

Won't burden you with what's hurting me

Least that I can do

Thinking brings out the worst in me

When you slide through

Disaster feels like a certainty

Certainly, you gon surely leave

I'm hiding my insecurities

And I'm failing

Misery might just murder me

If you're bailing

Anyone asks if I'm okay

Smooth sailing

Soon as you look the other way

I'm derailing

I Jared Leto-ed, my so-called life again it's true

I got the memo, but still didn't know what to do

She left stilettos next to my ordinary shoes

Seems like they're telling me something

I don't wanna think about it, though

Lock those thoughts up in a box

But I still dream about them, though

What you are and what I'm not

Tryna be better than my ghost

While I'm watching the impossible

Will I blow my shot, did I already miss it

Oh God, I'm creating so much distance

They're so far away I can barely see them through the fog

Am I falling away? Might be gone with no trace

Everyone, desole - it was fun in those days

Throwing up at the sink

Every night on the brink

Need a drink, I don't think that I have what it takes

I'm hiding my insecurities

Least I'm trying to

Won't burden you with what's hurting me

Least that I can do

Thinking brings out the worst in me

When you slide through

Disaster feels like a certainty

Certainly, you gon surely leave

I'm hiding my insecurities

And I'm failing

Misery might just murder me

If you're bailing

Anyone asks if I'm okay

Smooth sailing

Soon as you look the other way

I'm derailing