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Oh oh

I lost my mental

Was so detrimental

Don't know what you meant no

I swore I'd provide for you

They don't know our life like we do

Try to ease your mind and speak truth

But you caught my lies and my eyes in the rear view

Nobody knows you like i do

Tell you the secrets that i brood

You might be the only one i rely on

In undying devotion how could i wrong

I'm sorry baby i don't know

My demons trying to take control

In the very end would you forgive me

If i can't let go or accept

That I'm fixed

I'm stuck in place

I'm not fixed

I'm just stuck in my ways

And it's shit

Waking up and feeling the same

Is this it

Waiting round for something to change

Cause it's fixed

Someone's rigging the game

And I'm pissed

Feels like they spit in my face

I spent a really fucking long time working it right

And now i think I'm about to flip by the end of the night

I said i think I'm about to flip my head off

Yeah you know you never told me what you meant nah

I was trying to keep my eyes lined with the next op

You were trying to keep me standing steady my area

But i was on the precipice

Now I'm beyond reason

Now I'm onto other shit

You wouldn't believe it

Picture looking perfect

Don't check underneath

Send you right back to your mother ship

Rendezvous to Venus

Thought that you could send me to space

Maybe hoping some distance would give my demons a break

But when it's lonely i still wish you would've went with me babe

Cause my anxieties they follow me and know what to say

That you don't need me or want me and straight up sent me away

Demanded your location and I'm gonna race

I don't wanna think til i see your face

If i can't I'd rather vanish without a trace

I can't accept it

That I'm fixed

I'm stuck in place

I'm not fixed

I'm just stuck in my ways

And it's shit

Waking up and feeling the same

Is this it

Waiting round for something to change

Cause it's fixed

Someone's rigging the game

And I'm pissed

Feels like they spit in my face

I spent a really fucking long time working it right

And now i think I'm about to flip by the end of the night