Searching ft. Jessyka K Lyrics

Some things are hard to find

But I'm only living in your mind

And they say love makes us blind

And it got us running out of time

Walkin' in my city but I'm thinking bout her presence

Tryna shake it off but I start to feel the absence

Talking to myself bout the lesson that it brought

Stressing cuz I wonder why she left : whats the cause?

Pondering my wrongs and their places

(Yeah)

I Went through lotta things so I cannot be complacent

Skipped me couple phases so I never shed a tear (yeah)

Had to my pay dues cuz my growth was in arrears

I got some Higher standards that surpasses all my peers

I want a higher woman that will give me all her years

I want a pretty wife that will let me wipe her tears

But I started to get passive when I look over the fears

Way too many women and they draining

Worth a couple pennies and they aging

I burned too many bridges, so I never seen em lift the wedding veil

I'm cursing my own self when I label them as witches, cause they wanted pretty nails

Selective when I'm thinking with my stick

Sometimes I be thinking, man I'm hella sick

Why the hell I'm chasing after women that are different, we'll never ever click

Couple girls in Cali, I met this pretty girl from the Six

Built up like she's Kylie, she never had a tally

I even bought her roses but that was all my folly

She studies under palm trees, that'll give away

I wonder why she charmed me, I guess I feel betrayed

Women nowadays they alarm me with their ways, and they ringing while they hiding their ids, and someday

I might finally accept this dumb idea that they're simply made this way

Some things are hard to find

But I'm only living in your mind

And they say love makes us blind

And it got us running out of time

I might as well inject this illusion I'm ideal when I probably need to pray

I'm obviously the problem and also the solution 'Cause a man gotta perfect on the things his life decays

Gimme bigger checks I need a bigger pay

Hit a bigger flex I'm lifting heavy weights

Add me better sex & gotta bring a bouquet

Life is a test growing ain't so cliche

A part of me is feeling some deception 'cause I somehow got rejected for the direction that I took and the connection didn't work but the affection never stopped

And I wanted to be coptic but I know this shit is toxic when you try to compromise 'cause your views are not synoptic but a part of me has lost it, one too many boxes and I crossed it one too many failures and I tossed it

Flossing back and forth with my stories bout them stages when we talk and we having intercourse but really we're just practicing divorce cuz we end up never talking, no sight of remorse, tell me what's the source

I start to feel impatient cuz I wonder why they all feeling enforced

Maybe I'm in love

with something so adjacent I don't see it

I let the one above

Make me feel complacent cuz I need it

I'm longing for this feeling

Something of a latence with a meaning

Until I find the one who completes me

Some things are hard to find

But I'm only living in your mind

And they say love makes us blind

And it got us running out of time