God's Child ft. Balkirat Lyrics

I wonder where is God tonight

I pray to see the light

I'm lost when he's out of sight

Show me how to fight

I wonder where is God tonight

I pray to see the light

I'm lost when he's out of sight

Show me how to fight

Prayed on I remain on

So many shades that I took on

Played serenades that I wrote on

Notepads from my crayons

All of my thoughts displayed on

Top of the cots that I slept on

Jotted my lines let the pain on

But I can't lie, I delay on

Facing the truth, or facing this life

Hiding the wounds, a smile in disguise

Scars of the youth, I'm hiding inside

Like many people, accepting the lies

Permanent pressure I need a masseuse (yea)

Need a confessor for all of the sins that I let loose (yea)

Been induced and introduced to the green pill (ugh)

I've been seduced and been duped but I stand still (ugh)

And sometimes I look at the world

with so much envy,

Feel my beliefs are a curse, why not a blessing

Diggin up dirt with a lighter, the flaws I'm addressing

I started to measure the pain with excess of the pleasure (mhm)

Gimme the fabric for change, I don't need the leather (mhm)

Feel under the weather, it rains? you gotta forget her (mhm)

Switching my thoughts I gotta be sane, my demons on tether (mhm)

I wonder where is God tonight

I pray to see the light

I'm lost when he's out of sight

Show me how to fight

I wonder where is God tonight

I pray to see the light

I'm lost when he's out of sight

Show me how to fight

I been searching for answers, too many questions arose

Rotten with pride I'm a prancer, hide the mistakes I opposed

I been living off cancers from all of the books that I closed

While Lucifer fanfares, seeing me walk on the path that he chose

I'm ready to change, putting my life in my faith,

I'm tryna be honest take off the mask off my face,

show'em my chains, show'em my heart and its strains,

show 'em the past I was lost but I ain't the same

Wanna be saved but I'm doubting the

books

Rippin' a page when life going south, heads being shook,

Rookie behaviour, can't handle the pressure or drought

What if he cowards when facing the hardest of routes

I wonder where is God tonight

I pray to see the light

I'm lost when he's out of sight

Show me how to fight

I wonder where is God tonight

I pray to see the light

I'm lost when he's out of sight

Show me how to fight