Wishing For A Change Lyrics

I've been running around, I'm sorry I missed your call today

I'm not trying to go back to what it was

I've been busy lately, baby, trying to stack these commas up

Just promise me you ain't giving your love away

Wishing for a change, I know it

Falling back to my old ways, I can't control it

I wish I had more time to show you more affection

Working more, I've been stressing

Things I need to address to you

Whoa, okay, certain things I find it hard to say

I don't wanna fuss or press your buttons

But all these feelings need to be conveyed

Know you got a lot that's going on

School, work, and getting bills paid

I love the fact you getting shit done

These other bitches couldn't do the same, ayy

But I just got this feeling in my heart

Internal issues breaking me apart

Working more, I'm trying to make it large

I fantasize a life with all the wealth

Really, I've been harder on myself

Usually, I'm keeping shit within

But now I feel like crying out for help

Life's been crazy, it broke my heart when they took my granny

Ever since then, I've been feeling so antsy

Gotta stay strong for the gang and the family

Baby, I wonder if you understand me

At times, it seems like I'm going insane

Pent up aggression, trapped in emotions

I'm on the brink of snapping any day

I'm on the verge of airing shit out

I wanna be great, but my mind is in doubt

I'm lost on this road, I'm trying to reroute

Don't wanna break down, I'm needing you now

My head's in the clouds, stuck and I'm empty

How many issues to solve? too many

I'm putting my trauma and pain on display

I hope that me sharing won't lead you astray

Been running around, I'm sorry, I missed your call today

I'm not trying to go back to what it was

I've been busy lately, baby, trying to stack these commas up

Just promise me you ain't giving your love away

Wishing for a change, I know it

Falling back to my old ways, I can't control it

Wish you had more time to show me more affection

Working more, you been stressing

Things you need to adjust to me

Uh, she said she was waiting to have this discussion

Baby, I know that you hurting and things are uncertain

Don't want it to end in destruction

She said, I've been working and school is occurring

And I'm trying to get a degree in this nursing

Life has been stressful and I'm trying to neglect you

It's hard to sustain when these things are emerging

Yeah, ayy

But I can't shake this feeling in my heart

That you think I'ma give my love away

You got the key and it's remaining locked

Can't visualize my life without you in it

You showed me love when other niggas didn't

And I ain't been consistent, I admit it

Maybe I'm the reason for the distance, yeah

We both can do better, baby, it ain't on you

We got different goals, live two separate lives

Adjusting is stressful, I know it is true

I wish I did more, wish I did more to show you I care

Instead, I was selfish and not more aware

That you had some issues to deal with yourself

And you didn't bother to ask for help

But what I do know, these things don't last for too long

Had a couple setbacks, but we stay strong

Girl, you always got a shoulder to lay on

And I know that shit ain't always gonna be perfect

Whatever goes wrong, we'll make it right

I just wanna tell you that I love you

And no one can replace what you provide for me

Been running around, I'm sorry I missed your call today

Not trying to go back to what it was

Been busy lately, baby, trying to stack these commas up

Just promise me you ain't giving your love away

Wishing for a change, I know it

Falling back to my old ways, I can't control it

Oh, I'm wishing we had time for more affection

Working more, I've been stressing

Things I need to address to you