How I Feel Lyrics

A lot to take in, much to absorb So many issues I've been ignoring

To be honest, I need myself an award For tryna keep shit together without no moral

Support I guess that's how it is when you're human

You make mistakes, get it mixed in confusion Too much to lose and a lot needs to be proven

I write these words in the booth, staying secluded

As I tell you how I feel, just know you not alone

Everybody got they problems to solve on they own

Learned a lot while I've grown, heart full of gold

But I wear it on my sleeves, I'm convinced it's set in stone

Projecting my insecurities, it's looking like I'm starting to be the enemy

Afraid my transgressions in the past are catching up to me

Scared to be direct with my emotions reluctant to saying anything

Like being judged for what I feel is wrong Feeling like I don't belong, fears of being

All alone Those are the thoughts that run through my

Brain The music's keeping me sane, my senses can't

Be contained Sometimes I wish I was emotionless

More than ever, I'm acknowledging my brokenness I'm tryna figure where my hope went

Asking God to guide me through these problems and predicaments

People always asking me what's wrong, but I don't tell them shit

Thinking I can do this on my own, but then depression hits

Wondering who really there for me, I start to question it

There for them, but when it's me, it seems to be irrelevant

It's evident, a lot to take in, much to absorb So many issues I've been ignoring

To be honest, I need myself an award For tryna keep shit together without no moral

Support I guess that's how it is when you're human

You make mistakes, getting mixed in confusion Too much to lose and a lot needs to be proven

I write these words in the booth, staying secluded

As I tell you how I feel, just know you not alone

Everybody got they problems to solve on they own

Learned a lot while I've grown, heart full of gold

But I wear it on my sleeves, I'm convinced it's set in stone