lost&found! Lyrics

It was just me, myself going through all the pain near surroundings

All of my demons just posted inside there's times where I need to start shouting

Felt like a fish under water some what I felt like that I was drowning

Tryna get back up to my highest feel like I'm climbing right up a mountain

I was tired of being so down, just wanna go live my life and just be free

I can not fuck with these bitches, these bitches be toxic, they tryna conceive me

Everyday there's something new feel like all this pain be stuck up on repeat

I was so lost, and that shit was so dark but now that I've found me

We used to be close, don't know what had happened you switched up on some fake shit

Feel like my heart had got abducted and locked it up right in a motherfuckin basement

Put me right down to my lowest feels like I got left right onto the pavement

Thank god that my momma told me growing up that our loved ones ain't gone be the realist

It's good and it's bad, I'm the realist

Feel like they gone use me for riches

Hope all my real motherfuckers relate to my words cause y'all gonna feel this

Sometimes hate that the fact that I'm loyal

I'm the prince of the pain I'm so royal

Stabbed me in the back more then three, four times should of known the fact that you disloyal (Let's go)

My life is a puzzle, put it together, it's sad that this shit is a challenge

Still telling my story, I'm just writing it out like this bitch a motherfuckin passage

Still talkin my shit, still poppin my shit, y'all mad that I'm still a savage

Still a savage after everything that I been through y'all couldn't imagine, (cause)

It was just me, myself going through all the pain near surroundings

All of my demons just posted inside there's times where I need to start shouting

Felt like a fish under water some what I felt like that I was drowning

Tryna get back up to my highest feel like I'm climbing right up a mountain

I was tired of being so down, just wanna go live my life and just be free

I can not fuck with these bitches, these bitches be toxic, they tryna conceive me

Everyday there's something new feel like all this pain be stuck up on repeat

I was so lost, and that shit was so dark but now that I've found me

Had some people tell me in my life that my dream was just gonna be some type of fantasy

Wasn't sure if it was a signal from god that some of my people giving up on me

Giving up on me, like why?

Try to my feelings right onto the side

Them words hit me back like a boomerang

Couldn't even go and swallow my pride

Was never the type to keep my feelings lowkey

Nah I ain't missin the old me

Not bringing you back to my life after all the lies and shit that you told me

Some nights I don't go to sleep

My heart is way to deep

Feel like the devil is up on my shoulder and it's tryna control me

All of this pain got me suffering

It hurts to show love to somebody probably not showing no more love again

I'm tryna get back to the best of me but I don't know when

Thank the lord for putting me back on a better path so amen

It was just me, myself going through all the pain near surroundings

All of my demons just posted inside there's times where I need to start shouting

Felt like a fish under water some what I felt like that I was drowning

Tryna get back up to my highest feel like I'm climbing right up a mountain

I was tired of being so down, just wanna go live my life and just be free

I can not fuck with these bitches, these bitches be toxic, they tryna conceive me

Everyday there's something new feel like all this pain be stuck up on repeat

I was so lost, and that shit was so dark but now that I've found me